In A Melancholy Funk

I haven't written about this in a long time, but I'm feeling lonely again.

Part of me needs to work through the funk I've fallen into, and the best way to do that that I know of is to talk about it. To get it out of my system by getting it out there in the world.

Another part of me is afraid to talk about it. Afraid that any potential boyfriend that might be reading this will either think I'm to "high maintenance and needy" or will take advantage of my perceived desperation.

Either way, I'd be screwed, and not in a good way.